We publish below a pathetic letter written by Mr.
Greeley on the death or his little boy. Notwithstanding the fact that more than
thirty years have passed since the words were written, they will awaken
sympathy in many a heart that has known a similar grief:
My Friend:-The loss of my boy makes a great change in my
feelings, plans and prospects. The joy of my life was comprehended in his, and
I do not now feel that any personal object can strongly move me henceforth. I
had thought of buying a country place, but it was for him. I had begun to love
flowers and beautiful objects, because he liked them. Now, all that deeply
concerns me is the evidence that we shall live hereafter, and especially that
we shall live with and know those we loved here. I mean to act my part while
life is spared me, but I no longer covet length of days. If I felt sure on the
point of identifying and being with our loved ones in the world to come, I
would prefer not to live long. As it is, I am resigned to whatever may be
divinely ordered. . . . We had but few hours to prepare for our loss. He went
to bed as hearty and happy as ever. At 5 a. m. he died. . . His mother had bought him a fiddle the day
before, which delighted him beyond measure; and he was only induced to lay it
up at night by his delight at the idea of coming up in the morning and
surprising me by playing on it before I got up. In the morning at daylight I
was called to his bedside. The next day, I followed him to his grave! You
cannot guess how golden and lovely his long hair (never cut) looked in the
coffin. . . . Pickie was five years old last March. So much grace and wit and
poetry were rarely or never blended in so young a child, and to us his form and
features were the perfection of beauty. We can never have another child, and
life cannot be long enough to efface, though it will temper this sorrow. It
differs in kind as well as degree from all that we have hitherto experienced.
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